A Small Indiscretion: A Novel. Jan Ellison. Random House Publishing Group. January
2015. 336 pp. ISBN#: 9780812995442.
Annie
Black is writing to her son who has just been seriously injured in a
life-threatening car accident. As the
story unfolds we realize that her “confession” has changed her whole
world. She and her husband Jonathan have
separated but are forced into close proximity with Robbie as they wait for his
body to heal while he remains in a medically induced coma. And what happened to
Emme, who was driving the car at the time of the accident but who has
disappeared?
The
story is told in letter form and fluctuates between the present in California
and Annie’s past in her twenties while she was living in London. There she falls into a relationship with her
boss and then with her boss’s wife’s lover.
It’s a triangular love fest that is not only appreciated by all involved
but which supposedly adds zest to the lovers’ trysts. While the reader is struck with the
incredulity of the whole situation, Jan Ellison manages to do more than pull it
off as the tone remains almost removed, observing characters from afar and
inserting a sense of almost surrealistic wonder that it is all evolving as it
does!
Meanwhile,
we are also watching Jonathan and Annie’s brief interactions. They had a twenty year close, relaxed and
deeply bonded relationship. Now we see
some occasional hints of closeness and wonder where it will all go. Does the
“confession” mean twenty years of closeness is wiped out?
This
is more than a coming of age story but is a story about realizing what one
would keep as memories to do again and what was not worth wrecking a
future? More than that it really isn’t
to be judged – it was what it was and is what it is in the present; that’s not
loosely stated. It’s what the author is coming to realize as the story
progresses; how her husband handles it comes late in the story although not as
explicitly detailed. It also concerns imagining Annie’s role as a wife and
mother in the present, with a poignant, almost searing, realization of what one
takes so much for granted in the normal day-to-day patterns of life.
Whether
or not one believes the exposed memories Annie divulges, there is a remarkable
literary and frequently surrealistic quality to these letters that draws in the
reader to keep turning the pages, wondering where this story is going – or not!
Nicely
crafted, Jan Ellison!