A Small Indiscretion: A Novel by Jan Ellison

A Small Indiscretion: A Novel.  Jan Ellison. Random House Publishing Group. January 2015. 336 pp.  ISBN#: 9780812995442.

Annie Black is writing to her son who has just been seriously injured in a life-threatening car accident.  As the story unfolds we realize that her “confession” has changed her whole world.  She and her husband Jonathan have separated but are forced into close proximity with Robbie as they wait for his body to heal while he remains in a medically induced coma. And what happened to Emme, who was driving the car at the time of the accident but who has disappeared?

The story is told in letter form and fluctuates between the present in California and Annie’s past in her twenties while she was living in London.  There she falls into a relationship with her boss and then with her boss’s wife’s lover.  It’s a triangular love fest that is not only appreciated by all involved but which supposedly adds zest to the lovers’ trysts.  While the reader is struck with the incredulity of the whole situation, Jan Ellison manages to do more than pull it off as the tone remains almost removed, observing characters from afar and inserting a sense of almost surrealistic wonder that it is all evolving as it does!

Meanwhile, we are also watching Jonathan and Annie’s brief interactions.  They had a twenty year close, relaxed and deeply bonded relationship.  Now we see some occasional hints of closeness and wonder where it will all go. Does the “confession” mean twenty years of closeness is wiped out?

This is more than a coming of age story but is a story about realizing what one would keep as memories to do again and what was not worth wrecking a future?  More than that it really isn’t to be judged – it was what it was and is what it is in the present; that’s not loosely stated. It’s what the author is coming to realize as the story progresses; how her husband handles it comes late in the story although not as explicitly detailed. It also concerns imagining Annie’s role as a wife and mother in the present, with a poignant, almost searing, realization of what one takes so much for granted in the normal day-to-day patterns of life.

Whether or not one believes the exposed memories Annie divulges, there is a remarkable literary and frequently surrealistic quality to these letters that draws in the reader to keep turning the pages, wondering where this story is going – or not!

Nicely crafted, Jan Ellison!